(By Shea L. Watts)
Tell me how to go on living everyday when I have lost you once again.
What if I’m gone tomorrow?
What if I’m gone a week from now?
What if I’m gone a year from now?
Will you truly know that my heart is in pieces?
Will you know how much I wanted to hear your laugh?
Will you know how much I wanted to see you hold your Niece?
Will you know how much I wanted to see you spending time with your Sister and your Brother?
Will you know how much I wanted to hug you?
Will you know how much I wanted you to be free from the chains that hold you captive?
Will you know all I ever wanted was for you to truly be happy?
Tell me how I’m supposed to put the pieces of my heart back together.
Tell me why I can’t have memories with the beautiful boy I gave birth to.
If only you could see inside my heart the Love I have for you.
How do I survive this grief that consumes me?
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